How is it that so much has happened, but so little has come of it?
That seriously confuses me...

Anyway, I'm just here to leave a little update, mainly due to Miss Jessi Bond, whom I miss and who just recently asked me how I was. That question made me realize that I have gone M.I.A. yet again, so I'm here to rectify that situation, and to let you guys know that, no, I am not dead...

Some of the more important stuff that has happened/will happen shortly:
- One of my best friends just moved across to the other side of the country leaving me all alone, and feeling as if I'm just treading water and that everyone else is moving on and doing great things but me...
- The older of my two little brothers turned 16. Holy shit. Seriously, I am old.
- I recovered from my wisdom tooth surgery beautifully. I was so terrified of the whole thing, and it turns out I am one of the luckiest bitches alive when it comes to the aftermath. I didn't bruise, was in almost no pain, and ended up not even really swelling...
- Wed (Sept 2nd) is my 23rd birthday. Oh how I loathe birthdays... However, this year I'm glad to announce that my birthday and the first day of the school semester are NOT going to fall on the same day, as they usually do
- Last semester at my school (or so I hope), then off to transfer to another one. Where to?, you ask? I have NO idea...

...also I've been watching a lot of French and Spanish cinema. Now I'm convinced I must become fluent in BOTH languages...

There's other stuff that I probably should mention, but I won't because I'm LAZY.

I can't believe how royally I've screwed up my sleep schedule. This is just pathetic. Does anyone have any advice about how to remedy fucked sleep schedules?

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I am really not looking forward to getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow. In fact, I'm scaring myself shitless right now. It's really not fun.

I'm trying to compile a list of movies, tv, and other things that I can pay attention to in order to keep me occupied. Does anyone have any suggestions? I don't care if they're stupid, strange, or if I've already seen them. Anything would be wonderful.

Looking forward to a pleasant day of wandering NYC.

So, no plans for the 4th. Not exactly my favorite holiday, but I would still like to do something with other people. Blah.
I guess this is where I ask if there is anyone who wants to hang out/make plans, but for the most part, I know many people who take the time to read this (with the exception of Becca) aren't even in the same state (let alone, country) as I am. So the likelihood of finding someone to do something with via this post is not very good.

With all that said. How is everyone? Life here is basically the same as it was the last time I posted for real. Saw my mom and returned home in one piece. That was nice. Should be finished with Community College come the end of the fall, which will send me back to NJ for good (probably) come the Spring. Excited. and Not. But yea. Nothing major.

Sometimes I wonder why I even write in this, my posts all seem boring and monotonous. I swear, I'm not this uninteresting in real life, I just never know what the hell to write about in here. However, I always come to realize that I have friends on here that I would be DEVASTATED if I stopped talking to, so that keeps me updating with stupid, useless posts. (YAY?)

Also, before I go: this part is directed to all of my graphic design-ee friends:
I've been trying to come up with an idea for a new layout, but for some reason cannot for the life of me find adequate inspiration. What do you use when you find yourself in this predicament (I KNOW we all find ourselves at this place). Any suggestions/comments would be AMAZING. Thanks!

So.

Yep.

That's it for me tonight.

Nothing is more irritating than someone who does not make an effort to keep you up to date with the changes that they have made to your plans!

So, I'm out in New Jersey right now. I've been visiting my mother since Friday night. It's been both wonderful and daunting at times. I haven't spent time alone with her in more than four years. I haven't seen her in person since last year. It's taking some getting used to. Unfortunately, as soon as I find myself getting back into the swing of things, I have to leave.

Sigh.

I don't know if I'm going to leave tomorrow or the day after, but as I'm gathering all my crap together, I'm already starting to feel how much I'm going to miss it out here. I hate that.